What if creating a deeper intimacy with Yourself, without judgment, without fear,

instead

from a place of radical love, acceptance, and curiosity was the answer to calling in the love that your soul is craving?

I’m Barbara 

Hey Goddess

my journey

About 11 years ago, I had a nervous breakdown that led to a hospital visit.

All of my relationships, mainly the one with myself, weren't working. I needed outside help. My sister enrolled me into a 4 day life coaching seminar.

It was the most intoxicating, orgasmic experience.

I fell hard. It was deep. Passionate.

As a result, transformational work became my new obsession. Because I stretched myself, the me that was buried under the constant daily plaguing anxiety emerged.

A thick layer of limiting beliefs removed. Suddenly there was space for me. For The Awareness Muse to just 𝑩𝑬.


I knew then this was my life's work. I felt waves of opportunity fill my body. For the first time ever, I experienced how extraordinary my life could be. How f-ing delicious every relationship, with myself, with my future beloved, could feel. I was so freaking empowered because I finally learned all the way through my body and my being that I was the creator of my life.

It became instantly clear that I was in a relationship with everything and everyone around me, and the quality of my life was a reflection of the quality of my relationship. And I finally had an answer on how to make it all extraordinary.


From that moment on I’ve been in the coaching space, ever evolving and supporting like minded womxn.

 I birthed my signature Modern Goddess coaching methodology. I've alchemized all of my deep work, experiences, and training with world class leaders such as Mama Gena, Sheila Kelley, S Factor, Tony Robbins, Layla Martin and more with a foundation in early childhood development.

I have been giving away my unique methodology for years. Supporting my circle in transforming their relationships, standing for their healing and connection to their pleasure. Because this work works! 

This is the best method I've seen in getting womxn the juicy, blissed out results they crave. 

now I am pulling back the curtain and sharing it with you, Goddess!

copyright © 2022 the awareness muse       policies  |  site credit